where is it all leading?

I'm doing a lot of work around getting ready to drive out in my Jeep (which has 110,000 miles and counting, but doing pretty well I think).

I'll have my oldest daughter Nina along for the ride, to play her own songs at each of the shows, and also to take photos and videos along the way for us both to share with our fans, our friends, and our new fans we haven't met yet.

Yesterday Rob Genadek, the music producer I live with and work with and believe in, said to me that my music career isn't coming along the way he knows I am hoping it will.

He said he thinks I need to assess what isn't working, why I'm not getting the results I want.

I of course said that I think it's definitely improving, that I made more money last year than ever before, even though it was just above the poverty line, at least I have cleared that line now.

But, I agreed that just clearing the poverty line isn't what I have in mind.

Money aside, the shows are still very small, and the attendance isn't as great as I want it to be.

What do I need to do differently?

What isn't going right?

What should I do to make it prosper, make it succeed, make it flourish and thrive?

I woke up this morning with a feeling that I'm doing everything well.

I woke with the feeling that this is unfolding, blossoming.

I believe it is happening now.

I will soon see the results of the attitude I have cultivated by the writing of this blog over the past year.

I will have written this blog daily for an entire year sometime here in the month of March.

I think the story is fairly clear if you look back over a year's worth of entries.

I have been fighting an internal battle for a new way of thinking, feeling, living.

I think the coming year will see the fruits of this new thinking begin to be revealed.

Right now, this minute, I am still seeing the results of my old way of thinking.

What I have right now is the results from old thought patterns and ideas.

Soon, I will see the new results of my new ways of thinking, and we will be happier with the picture.

I believe this.

This new tour, with my Nina, and going to stay with my daughter and Nina's little sister Ava in Denver, this will be a new way, a new road, a new piece of my journey.

I am praying for all good, all kindness, all positivity, along the way.

Miracles abounding.

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